Tuesday, November 16, 2004
-A fAntAsy Is lIkE A drEAm-
as she perched on the windowsill
she gazed into the deep blue sky
-wElcOmE tO my drEAm fAntAsy-
u noe, i have got lots n lots to type these days. now i have nobody to complain to cause apparently van's in spain for FOUR weeks n rachel's away in japan for goodness noes how long.
anyway, i m pretty sad i can't go shooting competition. cause my family wans to go hongkong n it clashes with d date. sad... worse still, my parents keeps sayin how dangerous it is there. HELOO! THEN DUN GO LA! IF U STAY IN S'PORE U CAN BE MUCH SAFER RIGHT?!!! arghh!!!!!! i really cant stand it. n i know i din do well last year, i was sure this year i would really learn from my mistakes n experience to do better. maybe...well...i dun noe. seems like i dun have any more chance...
been confused lately...i dun noe why. it just seems not right, sort of a drifting feeling u noe... i have prepared myself but i m still so afraid. i told myself it would be a blessing in disguise. surely. but still... it was what i always wanted. My wish u nnoe? Since like sec1 around there. But its not tt important to me anymore. Or izzit? I have greater things tt ireally really want. Like sajc n uni. But im not sure.. why? Blame it on myself. All things r blessings in disguise I guess.
But sadly some pple just cannot accept it. Some pple r just total..how do I say it? Ur group of friends n others? It doesn’t seem tt good friends last time were now still the same. Things change. Yes they do. Things will never be the same again.
Findingyou at 10:11 AM
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